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After all that.
Tuesday, 12 May 2009, 17:54:00


HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY TO NIMsey! looooooves! Chill out soon yea!!!

Hello readers. Oh shall i say, Biology was manageable but i know i'm gonna fail it. Additional Mathematics was WOW. I did only 11 out of the 21 sub-questions. Fail it, i'm sure. I know i won't get all the ones i did right. F9 then. True, what Rui Lian kept repeating to me. F9, F9, F9. Yea, i'm getting my first one sooooon. Real soon. Papers over, went to the canteen and sat alone to wait for Ira. Came the three musketeers, Terence, alfian and chester. I was looking through my Additional mathematics book. I did it all wrong i guess. 5/80 la! Confirm.

Screw the paper. I slept at 2am and still i forced myself to though. I can't seem to sleep. I suck at logarithms. And guess what, the two questions about log, i skipped not even wanting to attempt it because i failed that chapter by getting 7/25. I need to seek help because i'll lose everything very soon. Even questions about Binomial Theorem, i can't seem to do them. Damn it, i've lost marks like WOW. What is wrong with me? My dearest classmates too, can't seem to do it. Why must the setter be so cruel to us? Okay, that's crap. But hell yea, almost all of us didn't finish it.

Let me stop blabbering about that fucked up paper. Biology was utmost shocking because i was expecting the paper to be bloody hard because i didn't study much and as what my teacher said, they have high expectations. Good luck to me. I'm aiming for 30 out of 75 for it. I did study but nothing went in. How fucked up can life be? It's part and parcel anyways. Even thought Biology was manageable, i can't seem to answer questions about nutrients. I went totally BLANK when i read the question. And i skipped the question before all the things i studied leak out of my brain.

Went library with the clan. Called mum several times and didn't get through. She called, i had a downpour. I can't take it anymore. Parents are having too high expectations on me. I feel sick and just blurt out something that i have kept for years. Studied chemistry and elementary mathematics paper 2. I don't have the mood to study or even do anything. Went to have a meal at Macs. I have been eating rather slow these days. Slower and slower day by day. Whatever, i don't care. Went to find some stuffs and bought food for grandad before heading home. Thoughts came by.
Why bother still?

What's with mum? Shopping for watches this month? Omg, she has bought four this month. I bought only one [insert face] Mum! I want new clothes! Shoes! Bags! Everything indeed. Wow, it has been a long post, indeed! It's been a very loooooong time since i have typed this much. I hope you guys get bored after reading half of it and so you won't read this. YAY. Additional Mathematics is a bitch. Oh, tomorrow's the last day of examination which i will be having elementary mathematics paper 2 and chemistry! Wish me well. Goodbye lovers.

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