Am i too kind-hearted? Getting all the pushed accusation from them and i solved it by apologising even if it's not my fault? Are they using my kindness? Once, i was a harsh person, i changed for the better, but do i deserve all these shit? Don't push my limits, please. Once it hits the HARSH mark, I'll live like a sadist. I have bad intentions, but i refrained them. Not to create problems. But problems are there indirectly. I don't take accusation lightly when i have nothing got to do with something. I can be the meaniest friend or just a normal friend.

Commenting me that i'm an arrogant bitch won't bother me much because i know i'm arrogant. I tend to ignore people i hardly know or just some friends. I can't and won't change that part. Respect me for who am i, i will respect you for who you are.

Mind me bringing these up, i'm just fed-up. Someone just blamed me for something i didn't do. And went all mad at me. Well, I'm not your wyzzie that would say 'oh-fuck-i-made-you-mad shit' anymore. I've found myself. I'm not born to successfully comfort and persuade people. I have nothing to help you with that. Because now, i've learnt to accept people for who they are. I don't want to judge people no more. Everyone has their unique thing. [insert smiley face]

Let it be. Mad at me, for weeks? Go on, i don't think i would bother noticing that you're there. I'm sick and tired of being nice. I'll just keep my mouth shut and it's up to people to think about it. But don't judge me.