Well up.
Saturday, 14 March 2009, 20:17:00
Howdy. Yesterday was the last day of term 1. Had Biology. Then English. Then Chemistry. Had a test on elements, compounds and mixtures. Manageable but i'm not sure if i can pass it. Then it was break and off to Elementary Mathematics. I have forgotten what we did. Then we had netball training. It wasn't tiring. It was boring. Done with it early as 4.30pm. Played school catching with the secondary one darlings. Then stopped at 6pm. Went to Gek Poh with Einn, ficar, syeerah and Ika. Ate McSpicy. Mine was juicy. YUMMY.
Met Wb for awhile. OMFG, i missed him alot! LOL [insert smiley face] Walked to the bus stop with him and ficar. He took the same bus as me. Went home. Bathed, watched telly and fell asleep. Mum came home angry with me asking why i got home effing late. I gave some lame answers and went to my room to sleep. Then she came in, 'Eh, where's your result slip!?'. Gave her. Knew it all along that that she would critise me. Dad comfort me and told me to go back to sleep. But i couldn't for awhile. Texted. Was crying then. It hurts. Why must you give me such effing high expectations and go around telling everyone that you just want me to get a pass and you're fine with it.
I feel so sick. Until now. Morning, had breakfast. Went out with her. At Macs, brother tried to object whatever shit she's talking about. She said that if i got border for Mathematics she wouldn't mind but this is Malay. I said that even if i get border for Maths, she would still critise me. And brother tried to help. I couldn't take it and just cried. God damn it. It hurts. She never did knew how i'm struggling with the effed up subject. Went Vivo to change my plan to student plan and had dinner. Home.
Tears well up, i feel so hurt.
KECIIAN DIIAN!