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Friday, 20 March 2009, 11:14:00

I was having my beauty sleep when stomach ache strike me hard. It was morning. I wasn't ready to wake up. It aches but i can't seem to poo. Maybe it's you, ladies, know what it is. I never had aches before. I walked like an old woman everywhere until i was really alright. Ate Fish roe again. [insert smiley face] But it wasn't as tasty. I'm going to eat the sausage bun soon. I don't feel hungry and i don't want to eat but i'm forcing myself to. No point asking why as i don't even know why.

Shall be meeting aeenn later. Lets camwhore! I don't feel like enjoying but i want to. Alright, i seriously don't know what i'm blabbering because i don't know what to blog about. I feel sick. I feel hurt. I feel like i'm having a pain in the ass. I'm back to faking smiles and laughters. Friends would bring happiness but just for awhile. When i'm home from school, i would start being sober again. What the hack is wrong with me? Don't bother. No one would bother either, no doubt. I don't and won't mind. It's been awhile since people bother about me.

I really have given up every hope. Things change. I don't bother making them right anymore. Don't be surprised if you see me looking so not in the mood. My holiday has been stupid. I would rather wish i don't have this March Holidays. This marks that my birthday is coming. God damn it. I hate having birthdays. How i wish birthdays don't exist. People are happy. But to me, it marks that i'm getting older and i have made more sins. [insert sigh] Life is just so full of things. And i'm going through the ones that are not loved by anyone.

stomach, heart, mind aching.

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I'm back. I'm happy. [insert smiley face] Took effing a lot of pictures. I have mosquito bites on my legs. So itchy. I hate the stairs full of ants crawling and mosquitoes. Hate them. Easy said, i hate insects! Had fun. Felt the relaxation feeling. [insert face] But yea, had fun. Took stupid photos. I want to camwhore more! Went to eating before heading home. Reached home way over my curfew. I love you dad! You rock! Thanks. LOL. I shall only post up a bit of the photos.