plain arrogant.
Thursday, 15 January 2009, 17:55:00
Hello readers, life's just i don't know how it should be described. I don't understand why must girls gossip and have a lot of hatred and show it to people but not guys. I envy guys. They keep it and don't really show. They don't really or never did bother to gossip. Unlike us, girls. Trouble, trouble, trouble which ends up to cat fights. [insert face] I don't know why actually. Who cares though? Maybe girls, but i don't really bother about it anymore. Not as much as i do last time. I find it annoying.
People tend to see me as arrogant. I don't and won't deny. But i realise that myself. I tend not to talk to people i'm not close with or even if i am close to the person. And not forgetting the ones i don't even know. I seldom care to get to know people. Because i'm just plain arrogant to people i don't know and i'm lazy. I tend to have this 'lazy-and-bored' face which people think is when i'm having bad mood. Not really true actually, people.
I don't really mind people calling me arrogant, because i know i am. [insert smiley face] But once you get to know me face to face, it's different. But when you get to know me through text messages or IM, it's hard. My ingorance towards you is annoying, i assure you. I notice all of that myself, but i just couldn't change that part of me. It's my natural thing that i don't do it on purpose. But it takes time, and i will try my best to at least say 'hello' which is to me, hard for the first time.
My first impressions aren't that good. Because i tend to put on my arrogant face. Even sometimes to the ones that i have known for a long time. I'm sorry. But i'm trying my best to kick out that face. But it's just my 'signature' face. [insert face] So yea, it takes time for me to start smiling at you, readers, if i just got to know you. It's just me. Okay, i am not sure why i'm talking about this but someone just popped it out a few days back.
I think saying it here where my peeps read is way better rather than explaining it to them one by one. It saves energy. [insert smiley face] Oh well, I'm bored. I'm done with homework. [insert cheers] I'm done here i guess. Goodbye readers.