Hello readers, i'm home from netball training at 6.45pm. I feel so fatigue. Too many things happened in like 15 minutes just now? I have no money for bloody three days. Yeah, i haven't get my allowance since the first day of school. Brother gotten much, still kept asking for it. Nice one, until my money is given to you without you knowing? [insert sarcastic face] I'd rather starve to death rather than kept asking parents for money in the early morning which i knew they don't have cash.

Asked where the fcuk my allowance go, i replied saying i haven't even get it, crying on the phone. I just cannot take it anymore. Hiding my sorrows, problems. I'm burst soon. Already bursting, bit by bit. Asked why didn't i take the bus? "Forgotten to bring it" which means it has no more credits inside. I'm broke, and my ezlink credits' gone. Wanted to take my bloody savings from the ATM but the fcuking teller can't dispense money due to lack of notes. [insert words]

I feel so sick. Everyday, netball, no food. Hush, i kept quiet. I never did complain to parents. Just that whenever i reach home, i'm like a lost kittie finding for food. He never knew that i don't usually get my allowance. One problem, that's why my savings decreases everytime. Tell me, you have three breaks, and will you eat for every break and after your $*** you asked for more. Never did pay for your petrol, all bikes stuffs, mum gave you the money. Why say that you bloody don't have the fcuking money when you are already working? Where the heck did your money go to? I didn't even see it. I'm done. I'm sick of everything.

i want my allowance, fcuk care.