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Wyzzie.ray;17.June
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gap.
Sunday, 18 January 2009, 14:12:00


Hello readers. I really have been thinking about my friendships with everyone. But most importantly the ones i'm close to. I remembered all his words to me, vividly. Now i feel the gap, the emptiness, the mistake that i did. I don't know why. I miss his everything. I miss seeing him in school. I miss his voice. I miss his face. I miss everything. But i can't express it no more. Things stop due to my stupidity. I'm just a stupid kid. Things change, i changed them. Isn't it dumb. I have to live the way it is now. I faked too much. I realise, my laughters and smiles were just to make people around me happy. I've changed. Even though i'm not alright, i don't show people. It's natural now. Maybe it's because i faked too much since 2007. [insert face]

Well, i have been i don't know. Avoiding? Maybe, i'm noticing every step i'm making. Which is good for me. My ignorance is so annoying! Even in MSN, i feel the laziness to reply to everyone. And someone noticed it. Sorry babe. I'm just plain lazy these days. I'm finding the reason. The urge of breaking into tears these days are alot. I'm not sure why. The words, phrases, sentences is suddenly vividly clear in my mind. I'm not sure why it is so sudden. [insert sigh] I hardly feel like talking to people on the phone. I'm plain lazy and some says arrogant. Whatever, i don't mind. Say what you want to say, i don't bother. What's the point? Okay i shall stop. I'm going off soon already. I'll blog again later.

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Hello i'm back. I just got home from Jurong Point. Met Liyana, then Noi, then Feefa. Did homework in the library. After that, went to Jurong Point Banquet to have early dinner. Had Laksa. I'm still craving for McSpicy. Someone accompany me eat it soon, pleaseeee. [insert sad face] Okay, i'm happy that i could see my dearly Noi face just now. Pimples ehh? [insert laughters] We bought the same file but different colours. I bought Chips n Dale's file. Yay! It's so cute! I'm using it for school. I so love Chips n Dale! Okay, stop it.

Twinnie's in pain. Pity you. Relax aye. Cry if it makes you feel better.