i can't
Saturday, 11 August 2007, 22:14:00
i effingly can't overcome the haunting unwelcome memories. I'm feeling so mundane and i can't be bother when people talk to me. But i will reply just for the sake of replying. If i didn't reply your conversation, i'm seriously sorry because i really can't be bother because of this haunting memories. It just kills my bit by bit. I promise u that i won't do anything foolish while i'm being 'haunted' by these memories and yeah i will not. Promise is a promise ok! I never do foolish things as i know i will gurantee make the ones that are very close to me sad. But this is the first time i'm feeling like this. It just feels like it's going to kill me. Everything i do these days is a bore to me now. I will just want to escape from the reality but of course i can't and i will never succeed like that. that's all i have to say now.