Wyzzie.ray;17.June
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2v6'08
Three bliddy fool days
Wednesday, 25 July 2007, 18:06:00
hi. i seriously don't really have a good mood for this week. But i tried being nice with everyone. i have three freaking stories for all of you in the three agigating days.On monday, during my netball training. My coach and i was totally bored to netball so we thought of the netball school team play touch rugby against the rugby girls. One comment for them was that damn! they're in the rugby but yet they can't get pass us? that's so woah. And of course we tried winning. Even we are like one dumbass there playing touch without any knowing how to play. But at least our coach teach us. it's quite easy overall. And when i was tired and one of the rugby girls, by the way, i was freaking tired. I accidentally hit her arm hard. And out of the blue, she shouted vulgarities towards me and thought i was wanting to fight with her. Ok my blood went very high but i tried to keep it down. I shouted and said that who wanted to fight with her. And i walked away. At first, the thing that was in my mind was to beat her up. But i didn't i went to one side. I can't take it, it was either i beat her or let my feelings out and burst into tears. i chose the second thing. I didn't regret it back then. then my coach talked to me and to her. Then after that she wanted to talk to me and asked me to go there. you want to talk to me yet you asked me to go there? hell no, i won't. I didn't go.They came. My coach said that she gives us three choice that were bitch it all out, forget about it and start a new life or let things remain. Their group chose the first one. so i accepted, and this girl said to me to stop backstabbing her. i was like what! when have i talked about you the only thing i talked about her was my friend started calling her 'cow'. And she didn't remember that she talked a lot of things about me which is not true! And after chatting there, we shook hands and that girl again said to her friend that they didn't even do anything. is she is? Heyy no one is perfect ok! everyone are hypocrites! i can't deny that i too ever talked about people. okok i'm getting mad talking about this.
On tuesday, actually nothing happen until dawn. This person whom i didn't know at first msged me and suddenly say that i made up a story to say that he was with that girl. I was like dumbfounded when he typed that. I asked him the first question that i would ask anyone if i don't know he/she. The guy told me he was my besty's boyfriend. And i asked him what happen. He said don't act like one fool acting like i didn't know anything. i was like WTF! hell i didn't do anything. He even threaten me ok! I wanted to tell my brother but it was late night so i have to wait until tomorrow. Ok i mean it! He was damn harsh! I won't want to ruin someone identity if i don't anything about him/her. and moreover i don't make up stories. and the strange thing is that i don't talk to his friends neither do i know them. urghh!
Today, wednesday. What a day. After school my besty's boyfriend stared at me. and i really can't take it any longer so i called my brother the whole thing about people accusing me when i didn't do a single thing. I didn't know why i was crying. Maybe i was stress and can't take it any longer. My brother asked for his number and name. and of course i will give. my brother call him and told him i don't know what he told. And the strange thing was i was still crying until he went up to me. And asked why am i crying. i was WTH, you still have the guards to ask me that? an i bitch everything out. and his reply was... i just want to know if its true. oh so you're telling me that whenever you want to know the truth you will threaten that person? iu kept quiet. until he was gone. then he msged me again saying sorry to me. i'm the kind of girl who will forgive and never forget but at least i forgive ok! but to forget, it will take a whole lot of time.
*to my besty if she's reading it, i'm sorry to say all this but i can say to no one except this. I'm really sorry if your mad at me. And also i'm sorry when i was mad at you because of this.