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joy-ness.
Wednesday, 11 November 2009, 15:34:00

"We breathe Literature, never forget that."-Ms Teo.

I dread for today. Laziness poured over me. Yet, i forced myself up. Oh, i can't wait to get it. Maybe. But i want that, not this for now. That is much more important. School was great. Lunch with mum and little cousin. Mcspicy. Home. Revision and homework right after this. remaining time will be filled with movie, i swear. I'm happy today. Too happy. I saw the notice on the school's noticeboard. Eagles and bursary. No more scholarships for me. Disappointing but i'm happy still.

During Biology:-
Mrs Chang: Ah, What is this? (pointing at the diagram on the whiteboard)
Zong Sheng: Cup.
Mrs Chang: Huh, what cup? Sabadikap ah? Cannot say cup you know. What's the given name?
The whole class: HAHAHAHA!
Zong Sheng: oh ah, renal capsule..
Mrs Chang: Ah yes, or Bowman's capsule..

Oh fish, I'm stopping on my amaths stuffs. I'm annoyed. Im not in the mood to do amaths. WHY. I'm having test tomorrow. OMFG. headstart's a bitch. :)

btw, muke sape tak kontol pat sekolah? There shouldn't be any 'make up' on our faces but just a slumber-looking-effed-up face every time. Bitch that about me, i want to see your oh-so-fucking-pretty-with-make-ups face in school soon, whoever you are. Worse, i don't even know you. see?




Bestfriends love.
Tuesday, 10 November 2009, 19:01:00

"Sometimes, best friends show their love to each other in a bisexual way. No doubt it happens."


"Let's play girlfriend and boyfriend like we used to."


Oh that's what we call best friends that are in love. They french kiss each other. It was disturbing to watch. Who started the names? huhu. Jennifer's body at Noi's. Instant noodles. Sausages with cheese. Cold sky juice. It wasn't a horror movie. Last minute meet up with that boy. Yellow boy. Ice lemon tea. home. Skipped netball. How sick can we be. Missing 4 trainings in a row inclusive of tomorrow. huhu.




FAREWELL.
Monday, 9 November 2009, 16:35:00


It's saddening to lose her. Farewell bbq was great. Somehow though. I love the part where we cycled through the night. I love the part when it was only me and noi sharing everything while we cycle through. I love the part where I saw everything and noi heard everything about someone. giggles. It was very sweet. I love the part where i fell off the bike due to the darkness that haunts us. I love the part where i screamed my lungs out trying to get the people disturbing me away. hehe. I love the part where me, noi and feefa dip our feets on the sand and to the shallow parts of the sea with the nice cold breeze going against us. I love the part where we surprised ms kong with a cake. I love the pictures taken. I love every moment of it. Sunday was a movie marathon day for me. Only me not brother. :)

I want to give me my last hug. You'll need it much, friend. :)




Thursday, 5 November 2009, 21:50:00

"I think it's worth it la kan."

That inside joke. huhu. Everything ended with that when i was with syafi in the bus on the way to JP. How annoying can that be. hehe. Went study alone in the library. Quiet room. Got my books for next year already. Was penniless after paying for the bbq share. LOL. Seeing the book with the big number '4' scares me much. Things are going too fast. Absolutely fast. Studied Social Studies. Did well. Dinner with family. Mcspicy. I was hungry like a bear.

Saranghae. Iloveyou.




well.
Wednesday, 4 November 2009, 18:16:00

"It went well. Very well. Blind Man's Trail. Hilarious. Unforgettable. Success. Things went on unexpectedly well. Yes."

I'm lacking in surds and logarithm knowledge again. Dang. Practice. Pratice. Practice. Macs in the morning. KFC for late lunch. I want the pictures. Btw zul, It's my blog so no matter how big the font is, it's because i want it to be. So shut up. Tyty. huhu.

*inside joke*
[walking to one of the classroom on the 4th level.]
Feefa: eh wyza, ape tu?
Wyza: orang la.. [questioning look]
[Feefa looks at me]
Both: HAHAHA!




liars,
Tuesday, 3 November 2009, 19:44:00

"We lied to her saying we've just started tuition on every Wednesdays and Saturdays. For Amaths and chemistry/biology. Big Fat Lie. She's been fooled. We're too lazy to go for trainings every Wednesday. Let alone, we have trainings on every Tuesdays and Fridays too."

netball. PT. PT. PT. wasn't tiring. am i too serious while playing on court? heh. my trademark when playing sports, i guess. No headstart tomorrow but some SC stuffs. Revising Amaths after school at library since we need not attend training. My revision has just begun. Hello old subjects. :) I hate my headstart A and E maths teachers. Pfft. I want noi's teachers. huhu




P/S.
Monday, 2 November 2009, 20:15:00

"I can't prevent it, but i can tell you that you shouldn't be. But it's up to you. Hurt is what you've been experiencing but you never want to leave it. My observations. My only question since the past 11 months, why?"

I love you, friend. but i have a limit to it.
I know you regret the whole two years. you know that now i have 'but' always.




headstart
17:18:00

two.zero.zero.nine
two.zero.zero.eight
two.zero.zero.seven

It's raining to heavily. Let's hope it's like this tomorrow. Training will ease for a moment.
Headstart is a bore. Sat with hanif, that noisy boy.




Photos.
Sunday, 1 November 2009, 20:12:00


Had a peaceful time just now. Other than the annoying text messages. Starbucks. Sky park. Dip our legs into the shallow pool. Film photos. Published. Lazy to scan them. We saw silver bromide. Bankrupt. Headstart tomorrow. I'm happy that you're fine and happy now. (: Done resting. Start revising this year's subjects. We've just started on next year's syllabus. Sigh. Wish us luck.




Jelly.
Saturday, 31 October 2009, 22:13:00

I once lived in the darkness. But with...

"COLIN the CATERPILLAR ... he is what he eats."

I feel happy today. with the presence of that jelly. and Pocky.